question bazinga : how to deal with depression for teenagers Hello, I am a 15 years old Ma, daughter and I think I Depressionen.Ich lived with my grandmother since I was 6th My father cheated on my mother’s cousin and he beat my m & # xE8; re and was / is a drug addict and alcoholic, and they have always supported social services were involved, and I went to live with my grand-me , re. I do not remember many of my parents used to quarrel with the exception of. My younger brother and sisters live with my Gran others. Growing up with my nan, I never really questioned my parents. I rarely see my mom or dad, maybe a few times a month. They were not really part of my childhood. My father never really saw that I was about 13 when he was near my school, I might be falling on him once a month for Fu five minutes with him. As with my mother, I began to stay there once a month or two, when I was 13, but that ended after a few months. I do not know much about them except their return to drugs and drink etc. Idk where it is or my father right now they are not part of my real life. My Nan does not keep in touch with one of them grew up, but ive here with my Nan and her partner. I see my brother and sister two or three times a month. Ive been self-injury since I was 12. Sometimes I feel good, sometimes I do. Even if im happy or sad at the end I will be sad again. I never told anyone about my problems and I have attempted suicide more than 10 times. I DONT enjoy everything and I always blamed for everything I feel unwanted. As if I should not exist. I try to isolate myself. When I sleep, I never want to wake up. The school is ok, the A * s “, but underachieving in everything said before, I rarely speak in teaching, and I never try to hard because I can not be bothered, I have friends who are great. But my friends and family know nothing about my depression and probably not tell them anything. I will not because the GP see.a fear. Idk what to do, because its up to the point where I want to lie in.bed all day and still get to interact with.nobody. In the pathetic, empty and sad. Please help me and thank you for your reply xx Best time: the answer

Juan Lopez instead of
try to kill you, you should start smoking weed.